Hermana Rachel Hoferitza Serving in the Tennessee Nashville Mission for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, serving in the Spanish language.
Friday, January 31, 2014
I just want my call! Is that too much to ask for?
So this week has been very stressful for me. My papers were finally submitted this past Sunday which is so awesome! I am so excited to get my call...but... I got a call last night from my Stake President. I was at work so I didn't get the voicemail until midnight that night. He told me that Salt Lake called and that they had a question about my papers. He just thought that it was about my surgery that I need to get before I go (I'll post on that later). He called me again today and said he was going to call Salt Lake and see what their question was on. Turns out they wanted specifics of my anxiety and panic attacks. They needed the date of my last panic attack, how long it was, and what happened during the attack. I had no clue because my panic attacks are very uneventful and very short. If you don't know what a panic attack is, it is when your breathing shortens, your heart races and, in some cases, get sweaty. My panic attacks last only a few seconds and there isn't ever a reason for them. The last time I got a panic attack was a couple of months ago and my heart just raced and I had to stop and breath for a second. Because of this question they had, I am thinking my call will be assigned next week instead of this week like I was hoping. I am not very happy about it but I think that there is a reason for this delay. I know that Heavenly Father will take care of everything and that wherever I go it is call of Him and I am needed there.
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